Worth more than

"Of course it's suppose to be hard. If it were easy, everybody would do it. Hard is what makes it great” A league of their own

I don’t have an awesome weight loss story to tell you (probably besides the 80lb pregnancy gain/loss that I had with Sawyer). I don’t have a lose it quick scheme, or some magic pill to show you. 

One day I just decided I was worth it. Worth more than being insanely underweight and consumed by making the scale, grades, never disappointing, and pleasing everyone else. 
Worth more than being in the most mentally draining, exhausting and physically abusive marriage of my life. 

Worth more than a job at a place that sucks the life out of you. 
When you’ve had enough, you come to a point you realize that #youareenough. 

So, mama. I just wanted to tell you that. Sometimes life is messy, and complicated and all those things you never imaged they would be. Sometimes you even feel yourself drowning. Maybe in work, maybe in motherhood. I don't know. If you need that reminder, that nudge, that sign, whatever. You are worth it and you are enough too.